Fan Boy: A Memoir of an Author (2025)

From grade school daydreams to adulthood, Fan Boy follows me—Cyan LeBlanc—on a deeply personal journey of obsession, heartbreak, discovery, and healing. As a lifelong, unapologetic fan of Latin pop music, I trace the highs and lows of fandom while navigating the parallel path of coming out: first as a lesbian in the ’80s, and later as a transgender adult in the 2020s.

Along the way, I befriend superstars, chase dreams, face depression, and tumble into the chaos of an erotically charged fantasy world—only to resurface searching for truth, love, and self-acceptance. This memoir isn’t just about music or identity; it’s about the messy, beautiful process of becoming one’s true self.

Written with honesty and vulnerability, Fan Boy is a story of self-discovery and survival—because sometimes, the only way to move forward is to look back.

Format – 236 pages, Kindle Edition
Published July 18, 2025
ASIN B0FJ6D24Y1

Format – 239 pages, Paperback
Published July 19, 2025 by Independently published
ISBN 9798293196999
ASIN B0FJ73FQ4N